Yeah. Good Times.: Fuck you, Universe. Or whatever your name is

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Saturday, April 21, 2012

Fuck you, Universe. Or whatever your name is

Hubs and I were playing Rock Band earlier, and I was singing Rock Lobster, and apparently (unbeknownst to me, before today) I have memories of my brother and that song, and I was completely overwhelmed by feelings and thoughts of him.

I guess I need an outlet for this shit. Not just me telling another person how I feel, but the stupid universe needs to know that this dude was fucking awesome and it sucks for taking him away from us.

And, so... Fuck you, universe. Fuck you for not letting him be here right now. Fuck you. FUCK YOU.

It's not fair, what you've done. it's not fair. He should be here today. He should be here now, and he should have kids, and a family, and a house, and I should be able to call him or text him or email him or whatever and ask his opinion about things. And I should have my wise and amazing and awesome brother in my life right now.

Fuck you, cancer. Fuck you, Universe. Fuck you for making this happen. FUCK YOU. It's not fair. It's NOT FAIR. FUCK YOU.

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Kiesha Bell · 675 weeks ago

In honor of my husband, and, in memory of his brother whose life was taken away by luekemia at the age of 12, I AGREE!!! FUCK YOU, Universe!

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XLMIC · 675 weeks ago

In honor of my dad and my aunt, I too concur...

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@GypsyLuci · 675 weeks ago

Ditto.

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Lisa · 675 weeks ago

I add another Fuck you cancer for taking my dad away before he got to know my daughter well.

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Six · 675 weeks ago

In honor of my uncle, who was my best friend -- no, he was like my dad -- and was stolen from me way too soon... yeah. FUCK YOU
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Shea · 675 weeks ago

Oh Jill I know your pain. My brother is fighting cancer too and we don't know how much longer he will have. What will I do when my rock is gone? When the one person that isn't going to judge me about anything, even if he laughs about some idiot thing I have done he also figures out how to get me out of it. He isn't as strong as he was so I know the time is coming and find myself hesitating to call him for advise in case he is so sick that day he doesn't feel like dealing with it. I am not sure I know how to go on without him. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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bloggingheals 14p · 675 weeks ago

In honor of my three month old lost to heart defetcs: FUCK YOU UNIVERSE, YOU BITCH.

I'm so sorry Jill. Let it out, we will all be waiting here with love, hugs, and alcohol. XO
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andrea · 675 weeks ago

Cancer is a bully for taking so many people away, and for making so many others so afraid. Fuck off Big C...

So sorry Jill. xox
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stimeyland 92p · 675 weeks ago

Fuck you, universe. Fuck you, cancer. I completely agree. I just read your older post about your brother. I'm so sorry the world lost him.
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Kyla@Mommy's Weird · 675 weeks ago

I lost someone 2 months ago. I am pissed off that cancer ruined my chance to tell her the things I should have told her. So FUCK THAT.
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Lexi Sweatpants Magnusson · 675 weeks ago

I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry.

One of my favorite lines about this sort of thing is from an Eels song, it says, "Do you know what it's like, to fall on the floor, cry your guts out 'till you got no more? Hey, man, now you're really living"

I've been there. If anyone tells you to not be mad, to not be sad, to not do anything you are feeling, they are wrong.

I'm just SO sorry you're going through this. I could not imagine at all losing my brother. I'm going to go outside now and tell the universe to fuck off once again for you.
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Claire · 675 weeks ago

So sorry, Jill. I'll help you scream it out, "Fuck you universe!"
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thissideoftypical 57p · 675 weeks ago

fuckin universe. Bitchy cunt that she is.

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Jennie B · 675 weeks ago

Yes, fuck it all. My kids need an uncle and cousins. I need to be an aunt. My kids need cousins and my husband's family is not really in the picture. And I need my only sibling.

Dammit, Jill. Now I'm crying.
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Patty · 675 weeks ago

I am so sorry for your loss! Wow. Yeah, I agree, the universe can suck it!
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karen · 675 weeks ago

Fuck you big "C"! I have a few friends fighting you right now, and my best friend's husband fighting. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU and the horse you rode in on!
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Becky · 675 weeks ago

Drinks for everyone! Oh yeah, and FUCK YOU!
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ehmcke 8p · 675 weeks ago

May I be so bold as to add FUCK YOU aids!

I also miss my brother. ( see here ... http://thelonelinessofthesahm.wordpress.com/2012/... )

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tracy · 674 weeks ago

I'm so sorry, Jill. Fucking stupid cancer.
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Jen Coy · 674 weeks ago

Cancer can suck a big donkey dick. My personal experience with cancer was relatively meager (stage 1 breast cancer diagnosed 10/2011-lumpectomy-radiation). Anal cancer took down a good friend (who was way cooler than Farah Fawcett who died of the same thing). I didn't realize how much a part of my life this friend was until she was no longer there. She would have been so supportive when I got my diagnosis. FUCKING CANCER
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justjenannhall 53p · 673 weeks ago

Seriously. Fuck cancer. Fuck diabetes, Fuck heart disease. Fuck death and dying. Fuck grief.
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